The ancient scent of your soul
lingers on the hem of my dress
and on my hands from this earthen climb.
Even the locks of my hair curl
around the sacred conversation
of the musky dampness
of this kind of paradise.
Here we live
in memories stolen
from the pocket of a widow's coat,
from another life,
where you slip shoes
from my tired feet
at the end of a long day
and assess the damages
with so much kindness
I've come back to find you again.
In the geography of the impossible
we've found each other wanting nothing more
than comfort and the ease that comes
just healing the wounds of another day.
Come even closer than you dare
and exhale into my open mouth.
Here the green moss will rub free
from the walls of this old place
and you will see my name
etched into the stones
near the river
and into the place inside yourself
that reflects ripples
of absolute home.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
The Earth Between Us
It is September
and the heat of the day
turns my heart racing
like the blades of a frantic fan
trying to disburse the remnants
of a summer that never was.
Red leaves fall outside my windows
onto the dirt of the driveway
like droplets of old blood,
crimson with a death I love.
I can't take my eyes off the body
decaying slowly with the light.
I've waited through stagnant years
to unleash the fury of my life.
The switch has been flipped
and the spark ignites moment after moment.
On, off.
On, off.
On, off,
blinking,
then holding
steady.
For one moment at a time
we hold each others' gaze
in the dark house of the truth
and listen to the leaves drop
whispering to the earth between us.
and the heat of the day
turns my heart racing
like the blades of a frantic fan
trying to disburse the remnants
of a summer that never was.
Red leaves fall outside my windows
onto the dirt of the driveway
like droplets of old blood,
crimson with a death I love.
I can't take my eyes off the body
decaying slowly with the light.
I've waited through stagnant years
to unleash the fury of my life.
The switch has been flipped
and the spark ignites moment after moment.
On, off.
On, off.
On, off,
blinking,
then holding
steady.
For one moment at a time
we hold each others' gaze
in the dark house of the truth
and listen to the leaves drop
whispering to the earth between us.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
In the Pursuit
It is September just before the first frost.
Here I am in the overgrown garden
and I am not the farmer.
I am located on the edge
of the tangled summer.
You will find me to the left
of the stonewall
and where the trees have learned
to translate silence,
where fog and desire blur the edges
of all the rules of nature.
For all this heat
we have burned to make one another glow,
to gaze at sun setting into purples,
and to let earth cool around us
until we are lifted into the arms of stars.
We travel in native time and heal our wounds
with magic, secret herbs, and prayers
that sooth us with the blessings of our mothers.
Be lightning. Be skin and blood to touch.
Be an endless breath. Be invisible and primal stones
anchoring us to these happy days of new autumn.
Let the sky take us to where we harvest
only the bright beauty
of our absolute joy.
Here I am in the overgrown garden
and I am not the farmer.
I am located on the edge
of the tangled summer.
You will find me to the left
of the stonewall
and where the trees have learned
to translate silence,
where fog and desire blur the edges
of all the rules of nature.
For all this heat
we have burned to make one another glow,
to gaze at sun setting into purples,
and to let earth cool around us
until we are lifted into the arms of stars.
We travel in native time and heal our wounds
with magic, secret herbs, and prayers
that sooth us with the blessings of our mothers.
Be lightning. Be skin and blood to touch.
Be an endless breath. Be invisible and primal stones
anchoring us to these happy days of new autumn.
Let the sky take us to where we harvest
only the bright beauty
of our absolute joy.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Speechless
Words escape me
as I look at your face
and into your eyes
after the wave
of these souls
crashes over me.
I tumble in the surf,
broken into pieces of glass,
and shine on the shore
to be taken again
and polished smooth
by sounds that syllables
will never understand.
Words are nothing
but sky exhaling
in this place where body
and the spririt are entwined
like the tendrils of ivy
and sturdy bars of steel.
Your mouth on mine
unlocks the heavy doors
of grief and your hands
guide the blind beggar home
unashamed in the light of day.
With the wisest vision
I remember the curves of this path
and the direction the cairns point us
on the rocky shore.
Our mortal frames are strong enough
to carry the burden of love
from the sea this time
and I can do nothing but walk steady beside you
and hold up the image of your truest self
like it was the key to all the languages
ever spoken by those who know peace.
These are the only words spoken from this place of silence.
Words escape me
as I look at your face
and into your eyes
after the wave
of these souls
crashes over me.
I tumble in the surf,
broken into pieces of glass,
and shine on the shore
to be taken again
and polished smooth
by sounds that syllables
will never understand.
Words are nothing
but sky exhaling
in this place where body
and the spririt are entwined
like the tendrils of ivy
and sturdy bars of steel.
Your mouth on mine
unlocks the heavy doors
of grief and your hands
guide the blind beggar home
unashamed in the light of day.
With the wisest vision
I remember the curves of this path
and the direction the cairns point us
on the rocky shore.
Our mortal frames are strong enough
to carry the burden of love
from the sea this time
and I can do nothing but walk steady beside you
and hold up the image of your truest self
like it was the key to all the languages
ever spoken by those who know peace.
These are the only words spoken from this place of silence.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Peaches for a Pie
The thin blade of my knife
slips easily into the sweet flesh
of the peaches.
My fingers and palms
are covered in the thick slickness
as the skins and pits fall into the sink
and I slice the fruit into the curve
of the blue glass bowl.
My hips lean into the counter
to do this quiet summer chore
and I can't help the thought of your mouth
that enters the dim light of the afternoon kitchen.
What my hands could offer
that empty fasting place
with one simple gesture
like priest to believer.
And in that moment of faith
I disappear into sugar,
flour and butter I cut so small
no one will notice
the stutter in my breath
as the shadow of awakening
slips his hands
around my waist
and whispers love
into my ear.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Stone Placed in Palm Before Dawn
I place a smooth stone
in the center of my palm
before I walk
as a reminder of the place of love
from which I come.
The gritty surface of her cool skin
will guide her belly skillfully
onto the waiting partner
to balance and hold that sturdy structure
where sanctuary begins.
They pray together, embracing under the sun,
as their exact selves—
no pressure to be anything
but the vessel collecting wisdom
in the small spaces chipped into the hardness
like truth always manages to do.
Hard won reward
is the act of kindness they offer each other
in the quiet of this spirit place
and the eyes, naturally, stay open
to watch every moment bloom
on the alter of the soul.
The safe harbor of this beautiful garden refuge
is enough to give strength and courage
to the rest of each cacophonous day.
I place a smooth stone
in the center of my palm
before I walk
as a reminder of the place of love
from which I come.
The gritty surface of her cool skin
will guide her belly skillfully
onto the waiting partner
to balance and hold that sturdy structure
where sanctuary begins.
They pray together, embracing under the sun,
as their exact selves—
no pressure to be anything
but the vessel collecting wisdom
in the small spaces chipped into the hardness
like truth always manages to do.
Hard won reward
is the act of kindness they offer each other
in the quiet of this spirit place
and the eyes, naturally, stay open
to watch every moment bloom
on the alter of the soul.
The safe harbor of this beautiful garden refuge
is enough to give strength and courage
to the rest of each cacophonous day.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Gathering Hope
Watch me as I fall in love with the sky again—
that dreamy place that spills its contents of fire and heat
into these watery pools of light.
The shiny coins are hot and glowing
with the wealth of the approaching darkness.
I want to hide in these places
where anyone can gather hope
into a few honest words and glances
overflowing with reason
to live dancing in the moment of prayer
where each step toward the window
laughs with taking flight
and the companionship of wind
is expected.
Blow softly on the coals of the lowest burner
and ignite the eager kindling.
If you coax the flames
and make a ritual
of the breath and body,
only the heavens will know
how much you have given of your soul
to stand awake on the edge of the fire
and the enlightened ones
will lift your bright, beautiful celebration
into the stars to join joy with eternity
until all horizons become one final sunset.
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